New Year is coming!!!!

Hehe overexited nmpknya tuk menyambut New Year...

I got few list to be achieve this coming year..

and I really really hope this list will come true

Of course wit my own comitment also

I will post it on1st January 2010

Last week being so bz wit the interview

and another rejection from the company

maybe I'm not good enough for them

Last monday, went to 1borneo wit my sis and my mom

shopping wit my sis who is supposed to go back to U this week

But she postponed it untill end of this week

huh....juz like me..kekekeke

Last week,I went to 1Borneo wit my mom,twin and their mom

But I didn't buy anything coz nothing caught my eyes

Chow

Bring Hana & Hani playing games at 1Borneo

hate it

I hate when I'm feeling down

Juz like today

Feeling so down

Is there anyone who can help me to get rid of this feeling

Sumtime,we can't help from feeling so down

And right now,I'm not only feel so down but also feel so stupid

Don't know why

Juz don't ask me

So jealous when other people hv their own life

Life that they cherish so much

But why I don't ever feel like that

This is what I felt when I'm in this mood

And I really hate it

p/s maybe 2 is better than 1

Salam Hijrah To all Muslim

Today I'm baking chocolate cake

But then some people seem to annoy me

Really hate that situation

But I'm not gonna talk bout that today

Yesterday I see 'My Oppa'

huhu...and 'he's so cute' ok..I know I'm juz like annoying fangirl...

kekekeke...but I don't care,maybe I should stop looking at him

and I really think I already stop myself from admire him

But when he show up infront of me..

everything is gone,I'm back drooling at him

yeah..I know....kind of stupid girl waiting for her dream come true..

while I know it's not going to..

I should start looking for a bf,so that I will make myself bz wit my new bf..

But I'm kind of choosy wit this kind of thing..

I can't juz pick random guy to be with..

becoz I already did that and the consequences is VERY BAD..

I'm not going to repeat the same scenario again

Lastly...salam Maal Hijrah to all muslim..

'His Voice'

Yesterday,going to Labuan wit my older sister..

Ingtkan dpt la cr keja,huh.. hampeh...

So, arini mcm besala jaga kedai my luvly father...

hehe..skrg ni tgh dengar lagu Seeya- His voice...

Jadi addict plak,when I listen to this song again n again...

huhu... mcm 2PM plak...again n again...

Rindula ngan oppa....jengjengjeng....hehe 'my oppa'...

kekekeke lama da x nmpk oppa...w/pun dia x pernah pndg..tp I don't care...

jadi 2NE1 plak aku...I don't careeeeeeee......

Hrp2 harini bleh nmpk 'my oppa'...

Hopefully

Thinking hard >_<

Today...

Again,I didn't see him...

Really hate the day when I can't see him

When u wish he will be there, but he's not there 4 u

keep wondering..where is he???

Maybe I should let him go..and live my life

But...I juz can't

It's too hard for me

Why things suddenly become more and more complicated

why???

Yesterday, bf my sis punya father passed away...feel sad for him, smoga roh arwah dicucuri rahmat 

and be strong Kee... disebbkan berita yg x disangka2 ni kami pun diarahkan menutup kedai awal 

disebabkan my parent have to go there sebelum pengebumian dijalankan... harini plak sakit perut yg 

melampau2,huh and my father plak bw jalan lagi pi Beaufort temankan pi bank..huhu br ja abis tgk 

You're Beautifull episode 8...so sad,sobsob...ottukaji..'my star is crying in the dark'.....alamak,tlebih

plak...kekekeke.. okla got nothing to say..chow..

Juz do it

I hate when people try to avoid their responsibility

I hate it when they try to put it into others shoulder

While they can do the job and that is their responsibility

But they rely on others to do that responsibility

Make me feel sick about them...

Is not I don't want to help

But try to think about it...

Not juz let it behind u and let others think 4 u....

Can u just accept fate, and not pretending to be like others...

Mianhe... I juz can't help it

You're Beautifull...

Since last week,I'm busy downloading korean drama 'You're Beautifull'...hehe cita ni mmg best giler la,cam hana kimi version korea but I like this drama than hana kimi....first time tgk mcm x best jer...tp bila da tgk ep.1 ,fuh... best sgt la...hehe trus jd addict plak ngan cita ni...and my sis sesuka ati dia ja ambik drama ni...penat2 aku download berhari2 n still not finish downloading untill now tp dia selamber jer ambik..huhu nasib bek adik aku...kekeke...tp cita ni mmg confirm x nyesal klu download,mmg best,sapa2 yg suka tgk coffee Prince hah memang aku syorkan tgk benda ni... and hero n heroin dia plak mmg aku minat,ditambah lagi ada Hongki (F.T Island) the blond guy in this drama is my favourite singer...and pelakon sampingan dia plak UEE dr After School...huhu mmg bestla sbb smuanya aku kenal..kekeke mcm kenal rapat la plak...maksudnya smua muka dlm cita ni mmg familliar la katakan...huh tuk org yg addict korea cam aku mmg la kenal...k la arini aman sket sbb sikembar x ikut pi kdi..hehe blehla layan internet lama sket...k la chow

According 2 u

Harini aku pi kedai membawa dua orang budak kembar yang nakal...huhu terpaksa la bw drang sbb teda org jaga klu dirumah...mak tua da jaga wafa nnt bergaduh plak drang ngan mak tua di rumah...jd bw la drang spy drang dpt bljr cara2 berbusiness..kekeke... iyala nnt klu drang da besar blehla tolong2 jg kedai yg byk berbakti ngan drang selama ni...n sekarang ni time aku tgh menaip2 ni Mak Long tengah mendera Hani memphtst.. sambil2 tu bergaduh2 jg la dorang,klu budak dua ekor ni ada ja di kdi mesti riuh rendah ja kdi ni jadinya...what can we do??? When the twins togehter,byk benda yg drang bleh buat...inilah klu dpt anak buah kembar ni...arini,aku kembali ke kedai,hehe mcmla lama da x pi kdi...smlm,Marni msg n inform me about program under SSTC,minat jg mau pi tp teda kawan plak...lgpun cam mls la mau study lg,beku da otak ni.Ingtkan Marni pun mau ikut program tu jg,tp dia x mau,dia saja ja inform aku mn tau aku mau pi...enthla masih dalam pertimbangan lagi,tp mcm mls plak mau ikut prog. tu..klu kerja trus minat jg,tp ni blum confirm pun dpt keja trus....k la chow mau smbg dgr lagu according to you by Orianthi....Beshhhhh Layan.....

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~Acicsa wif Hana & Hani sikembar~

Gambar Konvo with my family <3

~Alhamdulillah akhirnya aku da konvo~

Babysit Wafa Azzahra

Harini aku x pi kdi,sbb awal2 lagi my father asked me to stay home to babysit wafa,my newborn niece...sbb mom wafa pi keja...huhu...actually byk keja mau buat kat kedai sbb ada 3 buku lagi aku blm phtst n lagipun aku da janji ngan Na mau antr dia punya konvo pict. arini...huhu apa bleh buat nmpknya esok br aku dpt pos gmbr dia...hehe sian plak  si na lama da dia tggu gmbr konvo dia,bukannya apa aku ni pelupa sket...bukan sket ah tp byk...kekeke..so arini biarla adik n kakak aku yg smbg phtst buku tu plak.. Petang smlm lpas blik dr kdi, aku,nora,lina n sikembar went to the beach...ala  pantai kg pimping ja pun...hehe lama da x pi sana w/pun rmh dekat ja ngan pnti...Lepastu,teringt2 la ngan ums-kal..huhu ya la dulu kat hostel ari2 trun pi pantai ngan Marni..tp skrg mana bleh lg,rindu giler la mau hang out cam dulu lagi...sedih plak ingt,skrg ni masing2 ngan hidup sndiri...k la dua kali da wafa nangis..~wafa acicsa dtg~~~~~

~Wafa Azzahra~

Early in da morning

Pagi2 ja bila kami smpi kdi,bgaduh ngan that crazy old woman...huh..naik darah trus gaduh ngan pmpuan tua tu.Td ada my fren yg sama umur n satu sekolah ngan aku dulu mphtst surat pengesahan jawatan dia..huhu jeles plak aku tgk taw...bila la aku mau dpt keja,kwn aku yg lain dah sah jawatan da dlm kerajaan tp aku plak msih lg trcari2 keja yg mcm x pndi dtg2...sobsob..But it's ok, maybe I should juz wait for it.Not juz wait la but also try looking for other job than waiting for spa... Last night,me n my father makan tgh mlm disebabkan letrik yg bengong di kg Pimping...huhu smlm teda letrik n aku tetido awal then bila terbangun tgh mlm perut lapar la plak...tetiba ada lagi org lapar selain aku,hehe sapa lagi klu bukan my father...like father like daughter,then kami pun mkn la pada jam 12 tgh mlm...kuikui..nasib baik dua2 kurus kering,jd bleh di maafkan la..eh, ya ka bleh maafkan ka tu...apa2 la..>_<...smlm aku da buat header tuk blog ni,best jg kan bleh edit2 gmbr ni,mcm semakin kreatif plak rasanya ....x apala biarla aku syok sendiri bukan ada orang mau puji pun saja ja puaskan ati...chow

~huhu bila la agaknya mo kena belanja sushi king lg..hehe~

Stress yg melampau2

Disebabkan kejadian yg menganggu minda aku yesterday,I felt so stress today...damn that crazy woman,and today still come to our shop asking for the scissor to do the same thing again...huh crazy old woman...semalam pmpuan tu bukak suar and cut bulu2 dia depan mata me and my sis..so stupid!!!...forget bout it..bikin panas pun ada...mmg la dia gila tp klu family dia pun x peduli ngan dia cam tu la jd nya semakin teruk and susah da mau control...okla cukup la da aku merapu2 sal pmpuan tua tu...jahat juga aku ni kan...yesterday I'm stalking my 'oppa' facebook...huh boring jg kan baca facebook org lelaki.asyik2 main game and layan amoi2 cntk ja...okla arini and next2 day aku x buat lg.......hahaha...

~Maybe I should juz shoot that crazy woman~

hate this part right here...

Hidup aku makin boring sejak akhir2 ni...I missed my old life,give me back my life.. tension...and everything yg sama waktu ngan nya.. w/pun da konvo tp aku blm lg dapat twrn keja,rasa mcm useless pun ada.. Mau jd independent girl kunun tp bila jauh sket ngan family mula la start merapu2 mau blik kg.. I really want to get away from here..I want to see the real me,jeles ngan kawan2 aku yg rmi da dpt keja..tp aku plak mcm teda perkembangan dr konvo aritu smpi la arini..so sad..org pun da start tgk lain2 ngan aku,ya la bljr tggi2 tp keja kat kdi phtst..mcm la jg kdi bukan keja..hina sgt ka keja ni..atleast I'm helping my parent.. not being selfish mau duduk rmh n dilayan bak puteri.. huh neway setelah lama x update blog aku sudah merapu..huhu chow for now.